Today, Two Years Ago

This time, two years ago
I felt so blessed by having lunch with him

This time, today
I feel iritated by standing beside him

This time, two years ago
I couldn't feel anything but my heart's beat
When he's in front of me.

This time, today
I can't feel anything at all
I just can feel numb
When he's around

This time, two years ago
I was admiring him
Fool me, crazy me

This time, today
I tell to myself to be realistic
He's just not that good enough
and I'm just too good to be his.

As time goes by,,,
I feel shame to myself
but feel proud at same time
that i can run away from his deceiving charm

Time oh time
How powerfull is you
Teach my heart to follow my brain =)